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Wednesday 28 January 2009

THE MUTE DIARIES Entry 12: Money Ship and Marbles

Its a taxing time, or so they say.

The sight of Moyra Stewart sitting in a domestic cupboard, reminding people of their deadlines got me thinking about the (hate this term, but...) credit crunch.

Yes, for many, the money-go-round has come to a grinding halt, and how it seems the money ship has sailed!!





Sorry, but... GOOD!! OK, not good when its hit so many people and affects so many lives - that is bad. But I cant lie, I have been craving for the bright side of this whole "depression" to come about for YEARS people... YEEEEEEAAAARRRSS!!!

Let me explain.... Aside from the fact that they are trying to abolish money and bring in electronic trading only (ie oyster/credit - soon to be what I call "chip'n'skin"), I think to my childhood and remember that I didnt have much luxury. And I was cool with that cos I found stuff to do without having to be rich. In fact, I was having a clear-out and look what I found...

...A clock I made and some artwork I did...



The back...


Painting. Err... guess I kinda liked Wu Tang?!



Then it all changed. All of a sudden, everyone had to have everything. Now. All of a sudden, an egg and cress sandwich became 'Organic Free-Range Young Hen Eggs with Orgasmic Hill-side Free-Range-Cow-Dung Cultivated Cress on a multi-seed Stoneground Wholegrain Organic medium-sliced Bloomer with a hint of authentically sourced Dijon Mustard... blah blah blah...'

Growing up, it had never sunk in to me that NOT having a wide-screen HD TV, or NOT driving an A3 or up, or NOT having an iPod or iPhone, made me somehow poor, or less fortunate.

I dont know what triggered it, but luxury became standard. Dont get me wrong... I bought into it when I felt able (when I wasnt buying studio equipment or spending on recording), cos we all wanna progress, so I upgraded my life too. Guess it comes down to need versus want.

Another thing that made me really wonder was when someone would try to make you feel like less of a person than them, if they had... say, a 'better' job, or more 'power' or more money than you did. This is how they would define their worth as a person, VERSUS you. I wonder how many of these people are now when they find themselves without all the trimmings, like the people they had once looked down on. So what defines them now? How much are they worth? Less? More? Or the same? I guess that one's for arguments' sake.

More artwork from back when for you to contemplate along to...
















It is a harsh situation... people are losing their jobs every day. But I cant help but hope this whole "depression" will mean that as more houses are repossessed, and people get evicted, that it may do something good for society and bring families back together (that, or the crime rate is about to go up...), and re-teach people how to rely on each other... community I guess. That can combat seclusion WAY better than Facebook!

Instead of making people depressed, perhaps the crunch will go a little way to restoring... sanity?? All I know is when I cleared out a bunch of crap I didnt need, it allowed me to find something I had lost...

...my marbles.



(Then, Ace sees this backless dress...



and sinks into denial! LOL.)

Wednesday 21 January 2009

Representing You (Acoustic)

A Clip video for this song... for a day like today.

Tuesday 6 January 2009

THE MUTE DIARIES Entry 11: TIME!

WHAT TIME IS IT?!? Now that 2000-NOW has arrived ladies, I'd like to say happy new year!! Yes, it is still new, but not for long. But to see it like that is the same as saying 'shoulda woulda coulda'. Yes, worrying too much about the future will do the same as worrying about the past - stop you from living NOW!! When I find myself doing that, I ask myself, "What's the TIME??"





Ok, so we all like to reflect around now so for nostalgia sake, its still ok to peek over your shoulder for a look...

This time last year, I was sitting on my couch, getting over a deathly flu - I mean, this flu would get green-eye from Anthrax. A few days earlier, I had just done a NYE gig with Bugz In The Attic at the Clapham Grand. I was so worried about the show, as being the lead vocalist, I couldnt get through sound-check without coughing my lungs out. How would I do the show? It was a BAD look. And an even worse sound! But I had already decided, I was leaving my fears in 2007. And so we took the stage...



And didnt cough once. By the end of the gig, (my best Bugz one yet) I'd forgotten I was ill....



...The Dream Girls!...





After doors closed, I discovered we were locked out of my car, had to get a bus back to my friends to get a spare key to my house. Not an over-priced cab in sight so we walked back up the long cold road, with only post-show adrenalin for warmth.

So 08 started with one of many challenges I rose to. But it also made me sick with excitement at times. Here's a lil picture story of 2008...

Pop Idol Band, Germany - I went PRIMETIME!



Apropos Concept Store, Cologne, Germany







Inside...





Another gem in Cologne...



First trip to Russia...



Discovered the beauty of a tissue...







Sang Euro 2008 Final after party...



Discovered blogging...



Took first flight on a private jet... (scary)



...to gig in Sardinia...



...where a dream came true...



(...this was a table dressing from that gig)



...got some cinematic shine...



...recorded with legends...






And more of this to come

Radio interviews...



Band auditions...





Multi-tasking...



Shows...



...shows...



SHOWS!!

Much love to my fly photographer Morally for the last 6 shots! Moi Mojo www.myspace.com/moemingle

Erm...

WOW!! - I mean, so far. I got too many more pics to post so I just picked a few but that's enough. Kinda makes the crazy bits in between in '08 a lil easier to handle (and makes me SO glad I quit that old job...) And these long posts wont be forever... just getting warmed up so time is short.

Towards the end of the year (and even the beginning of this year) some of my closest peoples have lost some of their closest peoples. This post is dedicated to them. Nothing lasts forever, thats why you gotta just live for today and dont hurt anyone if you can avoid it! (but yes, that also means yourself).

Knowing that, I dont need to look at my clock to know that the time is NOW!!

Here's the proof that its never too late!! xx

(Skip to 4:30 if its too long)